TO NEW BEGINNINGS.

Timileyin's ‘Detty December’ wasn’t your regular one. Her version of turning up and ‘parte after parte’ was sleeping in and stress eating. She strongly hopes that the new year would slap better and can’t wait for her uni-lifestyle to begin.

Seasons greetings all and welcome to my last blog post of the year!. I think I’m supposed to make it seem like 2019’s been one wonderful journey that took me on rides of self discovery and finding my inner ‘Zen’.

But to be honest fam, I don’t think I’m going to give you all a sugary sweet rundown of how the year went with hopes of an equally awesome New year, I’m going to be brutally honest with you all. 

So here goes, the year 2019 was a lot of things for me but definitely not rosy. In this year alone I went through depression and suicidal thoughts to a new found faith in God. 

I’m not gonna lie and say it was my best year, but it’s definitely a year I’d never forget. My whole perspective about life was changed and my trust in Christ strongly tested.

Honestly, I didn’t know how strong I could be until 2019. I most certainly haven’t gotten to my peak and still have a long way to go to be that iron-clad brave woman, but all in all, I’m grateful for this year and how the Lord used it in my life.

I’m baring this all out to you guys because I’m sure some of us aren’t really optimistic about 2020, and are even afraid, heck we all are, but that shouldn’t stop us from achieving our dreams in the new year.

If it makes you feel any better, you aren’t the only one with worries for the new year, fears that we can’t achieve yet again our set goals, or we’d go back to whatever we vowed would vanish from our lives as the previous year ends.

 If it makes you feel any better, we all have these fears but without it, I think it’d take away the spontaneity of things and our yearn for something better. So yeah, thank you for listening to my Ted talk😂😂.

For real though, I’m a 100% ready to grab 2020 by the balls and own it, trusting God to guide me as he pleases. I hope you do too.

See you in January!,

Love Timileyin.

P.s guys a lot of onions were chopped for this blog post 😂 so make sure to spam the comments section and tell me how you plan on owning 2020!.💖